Things I Have Been Obsessing Over Since I Have Been Gone
GLEE!!
naps
Zotz candy
only hanging out with people who are nice and supportive
scarves
The Biggest Loser
National Treasure
The OC
coconuts
looking at old pictures
compliments
unicorn skirts
being Pikachu for Halloween
My school is doing a Hogwarts-themed dinner. I am in Gryffindor. Excitement!
Hey Guys, I'm still here-ish. Super busy with school though. Hit up my Wufoo if you need to contact me, it is the best way.
Wufoo is here.
To Do Today:
Summer reading
Bake cupcakes
Work on presents I’m making
Practice for driver’s test
Smile
Paint nails
I make lists of stuff like this that seems pointless to remind me that I have things to do other than the computer or TV. And yes, I am a nerd that puts “smile” on there.
I hate that I have no self confidence anymore.
I used to not care what anyone thought at all and have practically no problems with myself at all. Now, I find fault with just about everything about myself and I have almost no appetite anymore. Most things people say or do in relation to me I manage to interpret as something bad about me even though I know they don’t mean it like that. I am usually such a positive person, and I am trying to get back to how I used to be. I dislike myself for changing and becoming like this, which just contributes to the cycle.
Just wanted to vent.
I have wanted to make cupcakes for a few days now.
But I keep procrastinating. I guess its a good thing that I’m too lazy to even do unhealthy things.
